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‎"Contrary to belief, feeling nothing is not bliss, it is actually painful. You are intellectually aware of not feeling anything, but something still hurts. It has a weight to it that pulls you down, so I suppose it's not true emptiness, that's the only word we've come up with it to describe it.






Hai~

My name is Lourdes or Lourdy or even lurdz.
I love anime, games, music,
japanese fashion.

I am 17 years young and I am trying to live life, even though I don't know what I am doing~
<3

Yaassss tamale yaaasss

4capproved:

I say A. Less about my hair and more about his control/power issues that could be a sign of something else. What do YOU think?

4capproved:

I say A. Less about my hair and more about his control/power issues that could be a sign of something else. What do YOU think?

Lula close-ups, FEMM


days  until  femm-isation!
days  until  femm-isation!

dobbys-sock:

"People are puppets held together with string,
theres a beautiful sadness that runs through him”
(X)

kingcheddarxvii:

Not the heroes we thought we needed but the heroes we really needed all along

kingcheddarxvii:

Not the heroes we thought we needed but the heroes we really needed all along

hentai-dreams:

pradafied:

Xiao Wen Ju for iD’s A-Z guide to Beauty

her pupiles are huge o:

hentai-dreams:

pradafied:

Xiao Wen Ju for iD’s A-Z guide to Beauty


her pupiles are huge o:

daniiphae:

This is very hard for me at this moment in my life to express my heart/mind to the world, but I will say these last few months have been the worst months of my life. I was dating someone (J$tash) that abused me verbally ,emotionally and physically throughout the end duration of our relationship. Monday morning on September 15th 2014 my life was forever, changed. A person I thought and believed I could trust, whom I gave my love/time/energy to brutally punched me in my face repeatedly with his fists while I became slowly unconscious covered in blood in his brooklyn apartment bed. After he was done he told me to not tell anyone to not tell my friends, He also started to prepare legal action to protect himself in case I pressed charges against him. He cried and became unstable within his emotions and was apologetic towards his actions, but would continue to say i did this to myself.

He then boarded a flight to Japan a few hours after and has been sending me text messages claiming he will destroy me even more than he already did. He said he will ruin my life! I got brutally beaten for confronting him on infidelity which caused him to become violent in an instant.

Do not interpret this as a cry for help this is honestly a decision to speak up against domestic violence for those who cant due to the manipulative acts our abusers inflict on us to never speak up and for those who didn’t survive because of brutal domestic violence.

I will not allow myself to sit in the shadows of darkness and disrespect myself for not taking a stand.

I am speaking out for all my women!

Be brave this is what bravery looks like.


Abuser: Justin Joseph / J$tash