"Contrary to belief, feeling nothing is not bliss, it is actually painful. You are intellectually aware of not feeling anything, but something still hurts. It has a weight to it that pulls you down, so I suppose it's not true emptiness, that's the only word we've come up with it to describe it.
"I love another and thus I hate myself"
My name is Lourdes or Lourdy or even lurdz.
I love anime, games, music,
I am 17 years young and I am trying to live life, even though I don't know what I am doing.